Its better than looking on the moon.
I once heard about some one that was convinced that his bashert was on the moon so he built an igloo to find potential penguins to join in his quest to go to the moon. Naturally he failed. He only got polar bears that were looking to go to mars. When he came to his Rebbe, the Rebbe told him that he was a fool for trying to go recruit penguins to go to the moon. Everybody knows that penguins are found in the south pole (and Pittsburgh). He was just searching in the wrong places.
The point is that sometimes you think you need to go somewhere to accomplish a goal, when in fact you were looking in the wrong place all the time.
You should really speak to someone who knows you and who you trust. Asking random people online will get you crazy answers. It could be that both places would be good for you or that you just need to stay at home. G-d works in very mysterious ways.