areivim, by the way if you’re feeling so small and insecure (as you say) then why would i buy anything that you’re saying? you don’t even trust yourself. maybe what your saying is “completely stupid.”
honestly, the only reason i actually listened is because i know most of this stuff. it’s all just missing meaning, i think. like i said once before, i could probably fake it and coach another kid.
and i should ask: you’re ECSTATIC for me or for hashem?? or yourself or my parents or what?