oh Jay, they are not better in any way. if anything, i was always the good guy. (i guess i’m more of a spiritual guy and i can’t control that) i don’t know why i get looked at before and after anyone does anything – i can’t control that either, but i don’t think i’m the worst guy in the lot.
fact is, i’m not sticking with them anymore. if it’s true that they mess around because of me, i don’t need that on my head. i’ve got enough of my own things so burn for – i have no desire to burn for my friends too.
edit: don’t make that absolute. i can’t imagine life without my friends so i don’t know how longs it’s really gonna last…