ames, thanks!
kapusta, I am doing much better. I know this sounds so weird, but I think I’m doing ok and then either someone very kindly has to remind me about it and then….you could imagine what happens or even better, something doesn’t work out, breaks, or someone’s not doing what I want, and I just lose it!! Totally lose it!!! either crying or mad and I hate it! It’s so not like me, I used to be so chilled out about things. I was always the one who said, “It’s ok, life goes on,” or, “It’s not the end of the world,” or, “You’re more important to me than my….(whatever ‘you’ broke.) I give you my word, it’s so so out of character for me to be this way. I know I’m only reacting like this because I’m so high strung about this issue, still, and as much as I have somewhat resumed “living” (I actually laughed today, believe it or not!) it seems that I didn’t really get over it.
Sorry for rambling, and mods, sorry it’s long.
~a~