Puppy, how is going? i’m really sorry that you are feeling this way. These aren’t pleasant feelings. What are your options now? Do you have somebody to talk to about this? Is it a matter of time?
Your poem spoke a lot, just the certaincy that you wrote with bothered me, and it really hurt me to read the “i’m praying but it’s false”. You can’t really be praying than in the sense of talking your feelings – i’m not judging and i do understand in my own way! Can you try to just keep that up at least?
And what is it that you’re looking for here? Is it answers or is it just sympathy and care or something else. We can try to give whatever it is!
AYC – you write so well and you really show such a nice personality… (always good to hear nice things huh?!)
Blabla! i’m so sorry for your pain! It hurt me to read this!! Please, just hold on, the light will still come, you’re way to young to give up already! Yes, until when… g-d, until when?!?!?!!
Hey observanteen, why, thanks!! You know how it’s the little things that make a person feel brighter? You just did that 😉 Good shabbos!!