Guess having gone under the water and panicked before makes me more scared. Piano is my escape, but unfortunately not available at night when i need it most usually. Interesting though, cuz most ppl tell me that i can use piano to calm myself etc but i should more importantly write to work through the emotions… Thanks for the email offer, but same answer right now.
Beware PE and kapusta, i might just take you up on your offer one day!
I miss hugs, I do
And i guess kisses too
i don’t get enough
but i need them, don’t you??
the warmth of the feeling
the showing the caring
it doesn’t suffice
in just mentally knowing
i need to be shown
i need it to be said
to feel the embrace
or the stroke on my head
Wish i could say that
to those who could give it
but the need to be shown
not all believe it
the last time i asked
i turned someone away
scared them off
in discomfort, they say
i remember when i’d
leave home every day
with a kiss, and at nite
a hug with me would stay
how i long for that
to have a bit once again
from a mentor who knows
my true pain, or a friend…….