I sweat,
I shake violently,
don’t know what I fear,
just anxiety,
can’t control it,
my hands tremble,
heart beats the speed of a bullet,
stomach nausea like I’ll vomit,
eyes darting every direction,
can barely type these words,
and I google it,
and search for a cure,
a solution to my earthquaked body,
I breath,
I attempt all relaxation techniques,
failure…