kapusta, thanks so much.
PE, thanks so much for that beautiful poem, it was really helpful.
I just typed this up, hope it doesn’t come across as too depressing:
With pesach coming up
my heart sinks yet again
knowing what’s in store for me
knowing exactly when
Cleaning doesn’t bother me
shopping is fine, too
even though I barely have time
with all my school work to do
When the family comes to town
each sibling with a spouse
I find myself with no one else
I feel alone in the house
I set the table, and clean it up
smiling all the way
but the smile is a mask
true feelings it doesn’t convey
it’s an automatic reply
then I find myself on my own
and that is when I cry
I know this occurs to many
I’m not the only one
but when family is all one’s got
then there’s no where else to run
You may all think I’m so strong
giving support and care
but I’m struggling just like anyone
and I find it difficult to bear
But even when my family
makes me feel alone
I can always come to this thread
and feel right at home
You are all my family
You’re on my mind so much
I’m thankful that I have you all
my heart you all do touch