Ps to my above post: I just want to add that it is clear from your posts that you are someone who cares a lot about Ruchnius growth, so maybe if you could get your parents to see that, they would be more likely to let you switch to a school that might be better for you.
That is where a mentor, neighbor, or teacher who could speak to your parents might be useful.
I’m also wondering if you ever called the hotline I recommended in the past. Not that you have to tell me if you did, but I do think it might be a good idea for you to do so.