Jhonny, just pretend that the social worker is someone on the CR. 🙂
I am very happy for you that you have someone real to talk to. I pray that it goes well and that she understands you and that you can find some resolution for your challenges.
You may not have found her by yourself, but you definitely started the process and have taken very important steps to improve your life. Kol hakavod. So many people (me included) complain about parts of their lives and want to change it, but never actually do anything about it. So you have already shown courage and strength of character just by reaching out and trying to change things.