am yisrael chai-
You will be much happier if you accept the apologies of those who hurt you and have since asked for mechila, and dismiss those who haven’t apologized as not worthy of controlling your happiness.
As long as you remain upset, hurt and angry at those who haven’t apologized, that’s exactly what you’re doing.
Whether or not you return as a regular poster, I, and many others here, hope you’re OK.