brooklyn, that is why I date the guy to find out, and I wont do a b’sho so its all good, but thanks…
squeak, you are more than correct, and its sad how sometimes my mind does think that way but that is not my type…
Chatty, I understand that I will but I know I am doing the right thing so it will make it easier, in life I gave up alot of things for yiddishkiet, so I dont c why this should be different, although i do understand it is my life and its forever, b’h i was blessed with these things throught my life but doest mean I was in need of them…