about 2 hours ago I wrote a 1 and a half page response (MS Word) that did not get posted, probably because the mod doesn’t have time- forgiven. But can a mod please take a few minutes to read it sometime soon? Thanking you in advance
>> and can i just ask how in the world i’m supposed to do my best? there’s always better, right? how am i supposed to know if i’m filling it or not? no matter what i do it’s not enough anyway. <<
moish- you sound like you’re in the depths of gloom and despair. Get out, give yourself a break, refresh. You can’t continue like this. Get some hope and self esteem pumped into you ($1.89 at the station) and then come back with a renewed perspective. K?
ok, seriously, this is no way to go on. You must air out. You probably have cabin fever with pressure, guilt and eating yourself up about your friends all mixed together. Chill. Just relax. Stop worrying about your entire future. Focus on right now and take it one step at a time.
And remember- we’re really lucky Hashem is the one measuring effort and not us.