From the davening thread… to the come back to the CR thread… to here. Follow the trail of posts.
moish- I’m sincerely concerned that you are cutting yourself off from everything and everyone. You’re avoiding your friends, you’re not releasing your pent up thoughts in the CR, you’re practically hiding in your room, not speaking to a rav. It’s a scary thought moish and a recipe for depression.
Please get out and refresh yourself. You don’t need to change anything overnight. If it’s too much- take a break.
We all hope to hear from you after Pesach- I hope you can get past whatever is gripping you now.
From jax and myself- HOLD STRONG AND LOTS OF HATZLOCHO.