I don’t really understand why He shouldn’t be interested in you, or anyone? Being small and one of many can’t be reasons because He made you small and one of many.
I think the real thing here is basically, for whatever reason, Hashem does care. If we find some reason why He shouldn’t care He’s not going to ch”v stop caring. So now, we just gotta pick up from there and live our lives with this in mind as much as possible.
btw thanks for the thread it’s really helping me solidify this stuff for myself