eclipse – “In some ways,your tests are harder than mine,because my female friends are very loyal and “there for me”,”
Hashem doesn’t leave anybody totally in the dark. You should count your blessings. Even though I never really had anybody in my corner, so to speak, Hashem gave me a very good therapist a few years ago. I was able to draw a lot of my inner strength from his advice, B’H!
With my attitude that I have now, I hope one day Bezras Hashem to be able to get remarried.