Yoyo- I have not posted in a while but i could not just skip this thread and not post. I am so happy to see that someone else in the world is going through the same exact situation that I am going through. I could have written your post for you and it would be my life story but it would be exactly the same! I am not completely “cured” yet but I will tell you some things that helped me get to here (it’s about 2 months since I walked into that store but I still think about him and am waiting for the day to come when I feel ready to go back in there and not have my eyes and ears looking all over….) The only difference was that I started talking to him also in a very casual way like hi and bye and i once told him something horrible that another guy in the store said to me and I wanted him to take care of it…It started so slowly and so innocently and before I knew it the whole thing spun out of control. I am so impressed with you that you can stop yourself before it goes too far. I think you should stop going into that store and just try to stay away from him in general. Remember that you might have given him some hints that you are the type he can talk to and not meant it while he took it the wrong way. Just stay away! I would love to know if we are talking about the same place…. Keep strong and in the zechus that you are doing the right thing you will be zoche to find your bashert very soon!
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