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I’m sorry if I insulted you and clearly I did.
Its exactly like mikehall said, I wasnt suggesting therapy in a negative or insulting way, I merely made the suggestion to help you.
You post highly personal details about your life on an anonymous message board, and many of those details are troubling to the us on the other side of the screen. Remember, we ARE people and we FEEL for you but we cant help you because this IS an anonymous forum. My suggesting a therapist was my way of reaching out to you in the only way I could… by making a helpful suggestion.
It is clear from your response that you do not see a therapist and I sincerely hope that you will consider it.
Again, my deepest and most sincerest apologies. I wish you all the best.