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Having seen it, I will say that you have to learn the hierarchy of Torah Shel Baal Peh. I don’t know how long you are a Baal Teshuva and through whom, but reading here and there won’t do the job. The Torah as vast and deep. Much deeper than “beauty is in the eye of the beholder” or “he who laughs last laughs best”. I’m talking about Torah Shel Baal Peh.