“Utter nonsense! You do deserve it, and its good and its true.”
Boy, I sure wish I knew how to bold, but since I don’t, please forgive the all caps that follow:
HEALTH – IF YOU’RE GONNA QUOTE ME, PLEASE QUOTE THE WHOLE STATEMENT!
“Utter nonsense! You do deserve it, and its good and its true.”
(repeated, for empasis)
The voice in her head that is advocating to stall is talking narishkeit. The voice of truth (which is not always as loud as the voice of falsehood) is telling her, “Don’t let this one slip away!”