Workinonit
Don’t think about it. Just do it force yourself. When it comes to these types of things you must force yourself to do it. You must break through that blockage with action. Think afterwards. I also had that awkwardness but I forced myself to do it because when it comes to doing what’s right we have to do it no matter how unpleasant it may feel. Ironically the more we think about it the less probable we are to do it. Once you have an idea in your head to do something positive, the smartest thing to do is act as soon as possible to make it a reality. Thinking can often be procrastination. There’s nothing more to think about. Imagine you were being paid a $1000 for every thank you and compliment you give your mother. I don’t think that you would be caught up by the awkwardness. You would do it with a smile. Training yourself to be a mentsh and showing appreciation is worth much more than the money. You make yourself into someone who appreciates which is a trait that will take you very far in life and will allow you to have good relationships and a happy marriage. Just do it!