So, A600KiloBear, do we have a deal? (if your thinking about this than you still have a spark in your JEWISH neshama. Don’t forsake Hashem. People are bad, and corrupt, but Hashem is not. Before you “leave” Judaism read Rabbi Keleman’s works: Permission to Believe and Permission to Recieve. You can also read a Garden of Emuna.
First read those and after you have truely educated yourself and looked at both sides of the argument can you make a wise decision. It’s your life, don’t mess up.