Reply To: Why things are so complicated.

How am I being hard on myself. I am depressed and I look forward to those ulpan lessons. I had to push my mom very hard in order to get her to pay for them. Also, for ten, that threat is completely real, and I am not the one making it.

When I am hard on myself, that means I am able to push myself to becoming more successful. In my case, I think its a good thing.