i spoke to a rav who said to get married, i asked him about parnassah and he said to trust that Hashem will take care of it…. But i dont have that kind of bitachon
Please ask that Rav that just in case, is the Rav also willing to have Bitachon and put in writing that he will be personally responsible for your support in case you are unable to find a job?
Typical being Machmir with others’ gelt.
How do you support yourself now?