Reply To: Shana Rishona Blues

I put myself in a bad situation all because I really thought this man was my zivug. Everything I ever wanted in a husband he is minus the financial stability. I was impressed that he was taking care of his mom, I thought his customers would pay us, I thought his business would take off here. Not so. Basically, I married someone who is starting over in life because of his mothers illness/death. No Rabbis can help, with food assistance yes but that is all. Im so emberassed to have people visit our basement home when we have the baby iyh, due to so many remodeling projects left until last minute due to his mourning. I feel neglected and have no idea where to turn anymore. G-d is not answering my prayers or tears…