TAOM- hey pal, we don’t need details! we just want to hear that you are ok. I am so glad you got to see a few days of your father being happier and nicer. It should be that silver lining that your father can come to hopefully with help from someone, or even on his own realization. As for you, the cheapest therapy is venting. So please go find someone to confide in (if you havent already) maybe someone who knows you well like an aunt or teacher or rabbi (someone with your best intrest in mind) and spill all the burden that is building up on ur heart. You are such a sweet girl, you need to live your life! I hate knowing that one of Hashems precious children are suffering out there for an action that is not their own. Keep strong and PLEASE PLEASE go talk to someone TONIGHT!!!
streekgeek- you gotta get on the good side of the mods, aka me and 29 are already besties!
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