Who's going to want to marry me?

It depends which illness you have. How far are you along in the healing process? Your main question should be asked to your therapist, not to a bunch of strangers.

there are boys out there who are normal, yet have what you call “a blemish”. some people call a broken family not normal. my friend is getting married IY”H very soon. her parents are divorced, his father was niftar. he is an amazing boy, both from what my friend has told me, and from the few times i met him in person. there is no need to despair that there is no boy out there for you. every person has a zivug, and shidduchim sometimes literally fall from Hashem. right now the only thing you can do is daven to Him that you will meet and marry the best boy for you.

hatzlacha, and may you see alot of mazal and bracha come to you from Hashem

sure its possible, everone has issues. Some people are fat, others short. Some have low self esteem and others suffer from depression. Some are addicted to money and others don’t have any.Some suffer in silent others are more open. You are no different then anyome else. Make sure you are followed by a respectable DR, speak to a Rav who you feel comfortable with and when you least suspect it, you may will find your bersheret.

then im getting taller every year

Many illnesses can be controlled with medication. As long as you stay on your medication and can function at a normal level, what exactly is the problem. Many people take medication. There is nothing wrong with finding a zivig and being honest with him about your problem. Just because you need some help to function that doesn’t mean that you are not a productive member of society.

Realize that “a perfect guy” is always a relative term. There is no objective perfection-not physically, emotionally, or spiritually. As long as you find the guy you were meant to be with he will be “perfect for you”. I’m sure if you see any woman who is super-happy with her husband she would not be that happy with another woman’s husband, even if the second womans is also super-happy with him. There is an intended partner for everyone. You would never be happy with whoever isn’t your own anyway.

Over the course of my life I’ve met a few guys. In my experience for the purpose of getting married ‘perfect’ just means someone whose maylos and chesronos are those that work ‘kneged’ yours. The ‘maylah’ of not having some form of mental or physical illness that was overcome is often offset by the ‘chesaron’ of not knowing how to grow or overcome challenges.

Don’t look at it as if theirs a pool of normal people on one end and abnormal on the other where you have to hope for a normal one. Life is rarely if ever so black and white. Instead concentrate on getting yourself to the best possible place and looking for the guy that will help you go even beyond that. Hashem will take care of the rest.

In shidduchim “normal” is relative term. The Bas Kol didnt skip over you and also called out bas ploni liploni by you too. Hatzlacha in finding that ploni.

As an aside, you are a lot more “normal” than you realize simply by accepting that you have/had an issue that required getting help, and acting on it. There are many “normal” people who need help and dont get it.

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