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saying that are not a apikorus, doesn’t preclude you from being one.
the fact is you do not seem to believe in God’s direct hand in the world.
this is the definition of being an apikorus.
saying that God just created the world doesn’t control it now, is denying His Being today.
It’s unfortunate athat you still believe this to be true while considering yourself to be in “intellectual” frum Jew.
I hope you find a way and become a true believer in Hashem’s role in this world.