Letakein, you are awesome for making such a forthright and honest declaration.
Dont beat yourself up because being on a computer, as well as driving a car, are known for influencing people to not censor themselves like they “normally” would. And people having a wide array of emotions and feelings, tend to act on them more easily in those two situations.
Give yourself credit for making a wonderful correction that took courage and showed you do believe in doing the right thing.
As you may know: A tzaddik falls down seven times, and gets up eight. And it is in the fact that they got up, is what makes them a tzaddik.