Wow, weird that I randomly was looking at my past posts and clicked on this one…. Hashgacha I guess.
I really appreciate your concerns, how selfless of you. I admire you for that and for many other things. I don’t even know where I left off but it got to a point where I just couldn’t handle it… again.. It’s hard for anyone to understand without being me in my situation but she really brings out the worst in me. Recently I have just tried staying at a distance and being fake close. I love her and I love my family and us all being together, and I wouldn’t trade it for the world, but at the same time it is a really bad environment for me but I try and ignore that part..
I really rarely fight in general but sometimes (only with her) I explode. I am happy you thought of it while saying tehilim- hopefully it gave Hashem an idea to help me..
I need some chizuk and rereading this thread is giving me some. So thank you again!