1) Pick a nice person who you like and trust. (Preferably not anyone close and impartial to the sem you are in.) Could be a Rav/Rebitzen
2) Call or meet them, explain entire situation including your fears.
3) Make sure you are solidly comfortable with their guidance and that it makes 100% sense to you. Ask them openly of any questions you have with their. If not, find someone else.
4) Bottom line, listen to your own heart. True Guidance is only
to remove the clouds in your heart.