I am a baal teshuva who left the conservative movement. I still have a ways to go. Yiddushkeit is one of the most difficult yet amazing paths to take. I do the best I can to believe as you say. But its really hard when every other thing I see and hear is all negative. I’m trying so hard to push past all the negative things about the frum/charedi world that I’m constantly bombarded with. I’m probably nowhere near where a lot of people on this thread are but I try, I really do. Most of the people I’m close with and tend to gravitate to are Yeshivish or Chasidishe. I went to the anti-draft prayer rally last year even though I didn’t fully understand. I was so annoyed at all the ant-charedi posts on my newsfeed I deactivated my facebook account for a little over a week.
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