Oomis, what a zechus to grow up with such amazing parents! I am sure that your children think the same about you.
I undestand what you mean about 15 years feeling like yesterday. My father died 20 years ago. When my son was born (and named after him), it made me so sad that he couldn’t be a part of my son’s life. I am so much more sad for my son than I am for the fact that I grew up (for the most part) without him. He was an amazing person.
Always remember that you parents are still watching over you and your children and grandchildren…and I am sure that they are very proud of you.