Old Man:
About what you said about suicide there are some poskim who say you literally have to kill yourself if your in a yaahreg vaal yaavor position (ex. if you hold yichud is abizraya dgiluy arayos (again, not poshut) so some say if your in a yicchud situation you have to kill yourself). Although many do disagree with this, I just wanted to point it out.