anonymisss: I know what you mean, but my point is that if you smile you will see that life is really a lot better than it seemed a moment ago. Try focusing on something in your life that is going well or something like that. Its hard because when your feeling down you have no intrest in smiling, but i can guarantee it to work.
Glad i can make you smile.
There is always something that makes you want to smile. The trick is finding it and letting yourself smile.