It seems from the fact that you posed this question that you still have a desire to make it work which i am unsure if it that’s stemming from the fear of changing your place or if your actually growing in the yeshiva but your not completely happy with your growth. Either way its still impressive because many people would call it quits if they lack good chavrusas and especially if they don’t have a functional relationship with their rebbi. That being said the greatest motivation must come from within -although there are people watching movies it should not necessarily affect you tot the extent that you cant learn . I am obviously not denying the effect of the environment(ex.korach) ,however try to find serious guys who just want to learn and then maybe work on the internalizing the importance of torah and if that doesn’t work maybe try to find a different yeshiva . Often peoples environment affect them more when they are not really motivated by what they do. to quote my rebbi ” You have Man up and grow up”. Hatzlacha and I hope you realize the chasivus of learning and the chesed hashem that comes along with it . you are holding up the world! P.S. don’t count yourself out of long term plan especialy when times are rough. Good luck!!
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