newbee,
So not one person can actually describe what it feels like to come into contact with God and what a personal relationship feels like?
Perhaps it’s not an issue of ability, but rather willingness, since you are asking a rather personal question.
Instead lets have another 5 thousand conversations about cholov yisroel, talking in shule and shidduchim.
Note that the CR is not full of threads discussing people’s feelings and experiences regarding their relationships with their spouses either. It’s too personal.