whoa! popa, are you calling the Torah garbage? definitely seems like it. nothing that has to do with the Torah is garbage! how dare you say something like that! and who are you to say who is a pathetic neb?????? you must be one really judgmental guy who holds no importance for Torah. that is the way you bring yourself across.
in my shul, it is definitely not the way you say it is! i don’t know what type of shul you daven in! but if it is the way you say it is in your shul, i think they just called your name for g’lila!
i am so disappointed in what you wrote! that’s horrible!