Here’s some shidduch advice:
Don’t start dating until you are emotionally ready.
From your recent posts, it seems as though you do not have the emotional stability or maturity needed to sustain a successful marriage.
I’m sorry, I know this probably sounds very hurtful. But there are people I know who were in a similar stage to you when they started dating, and they did not have a happy ending.
Give yourself time to explore yourself.
And ask yourself, why do you want to start shidduchim now? Don’t start dating for the wrong reasons.