Rav Avigdor Miller on the Divorce Epidemic
Class #646, Mind of Control, 1:23:45
When the great dread day [death] comes, when finally Hashem says you are free, you are absolved, does the neshama feel relief, does the neshama celebrate that it’s all over? Oh no. It’s the yom hamara, the great and bitter day. Because our happiness in life is the duty of being in control. Ta’avah ni’hiya, when a desire is broken, is repressed, te’erav le-nefesh, [Mishlei 13:10] how sweet it is for the soul.
Disappointments when you accept that in good will, that’s a great success for you. Success doesn’t mean anything. Anybody can rejoice with success. When a person who keeps his mind calm even in disappointment, that’s the person who is gaining shelmaius. And that’s why HaKodesh Baruch Hu created us.
Life is full of disappointments. It’s full of joys. If there are joys and successes we have to celebrate by thanking Hashem. Certainly we should [also] be grateful and express our gratitude for all the difficulties of life.
Here’s a woman who had seven children with her husband. Then she put her eyes on a strange man. And she fell in love with a strange man. This mishugenah woman decides that she’s unhappy with her husband. Now later she gets over this infatuation with this strange man. He goes away and moves out of the neighborhood. Now she’s disillusioned with her husband. A woman with seven children. She lived like a Jewish woman until now.
But she has deep down in her heart gentile attitudes, attitudes maybe there’s such a thing as romance yet in life. That’s a gentile attitude. And she feels unhappy. And the husband is a hum drum husband, an ordinary decent Jewish husband. Maybe a handsome man too. But still you’re accustomed to him already. He’s too accustomed to be romantic anymore. And so she starts becoming dissatisfied. You know what she’s doing? She’s ruining her neshama.
Of course she’s not going to commit adultery. She’s going to force him to give her a get. She’s going to break away from him and she’ll look for somebody else to marry. She’ll be disappointed. No question. The second time will be worse than the first time. No question.
But the breaking away, that’s a corruption of the soul. Your perfection is to take what Hashem gave you (…. ) Cling to Hashem all the days of your life. V’dovak b’ishto. Control yourself. Squelch the imaginary romances that you think are waiting for you in life. It’s all false. Make up your mind that what you have is what’s good for you and people who live that way into their old age. No romance. Just live dutifully, live loyally, loyal to Hashem Who gave this to you. And don’t be a nirgon, don’t complain.
How long is life after all? The great day will come when you will finally be relieved then you’ll say, ah now I look back and see how fortunate I was, I was loyal to my husband all these years. I didn’t complain. I bore my burden dutifully as a bas Yisroel what HaKodesh Baruch Hu wanted me to do.