COAL: you seem to be taking this tragedy very hard as it is very close to your heart.
But you have to be certain that thinking into it will not make matters worse. If it will only make you more upset and traumatised(if you’re like me), then you should really justaccept it as hashems will. My heart feels for you and the rest of their friends and family. A terrible tragedy indeed.
Hamokom yenachem eschem.