laskern
Sorry didn’t mean to get personal.
Your wording through me off. “Zombie” as your personal comfort
But yes If it’s ממעיט your kavona, there is probably a some heter. Also I’m not sure if the minhag was (I think minhag arizal) was expected by everyone.
Yes I do care about davaning bekavona and try to, but I’m far from being a perfect Yid.
The question is what’s more important the night of shvuos staying up all night or davaning with kavona the next day. (I don’t have an answer, maybe I should learn little more about the topics)
But let’s be honest here would you not go to some party/ wedding etc because it’s going to distribute your kavona?
I would go to the wedding (Maybe I got to work on myself)
Don’t get me wrong I’m not saying your a bad guy in any shape or form. It’s just something that we should all think about regarding compromising on עבודת ה for עבודת ה’ but not compromising own daily stuff for עבודת ה’.
This is not you specifically, it’s everyone INCLUDING ME.