I liked to take girls to restaurants. Table manners are important to me.
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“it was so embarrassing! and it was in brooklyn so I thought I’d forsure know someone there! I was terrified the whole time.”
” im already 22 so people consider me an older single”
You are too concerned about what people say/think about you.
Do you want a relationship with a young man or a supposed societal image?
Right now, you seem to prefer the image thing (which may all in your mind).