If you want to understand what it means you got to understand these points and if you don’t have an understanding what they’re then it’s just fear to say you can’t have an opinion on the topic.
Points:
What a neshomah is.
The difference between a tzadiks neshomah and a regular
neshomah.
What does it mean melubish.
What does atzmus mean.
What is Rebbe .
What’s the job of a Rebbe
And what’s so important of having a Rebbe.
You can easily get the answers if you just get off the CR and go to a lubavicher that has an understanding of chassidus and can explain chassidus well. You won’t be the first 😉
To name some that are non in the velt: Rabbi YY Jacobson, Rabbi Shies Taub, Rabbi Yossi Paltiel, Rabbi Manis Freidmen. But there are many others that are good too.