maybe it simply bothers you that your not on their level and your jealous.
That statement is the reason that it bothers me – because people like you feel that I am “not on their level.” What gives you the special insight to make that decision?? I can assure you that jealousy is NOT one of the many things I feel about this issue. It is the smugness that bothers me and nothing more. ONLY HASHEM, repeat,ONLY HASHEM decides which of us is on what level, not you, not I, not the Rosh Yeshivah, not the frei Jew in the street. The attitude you display in comments such as these, is precisely the reason why many of us are so bothered by this type of hashkafa. it is an elitist and false perception. Sorry.