God sees inside of our hearts and minds. He knows the good you have in you and how your Neshama is crying out.
Many troubled teens have been abused, be it physically, mentally or emotionally, in the home, school or elsewhere and I believe that many people who lived a more blessed life, don’t understand what’s going on inside of these poor souls. They look at them as rebellious, bad…I think that they are also afraid of the possible influence that teens might have on them/their children. I think that it should be the schools’ responsibilities (most parents honestly do try, I think, but many are going about it the wrong way) to ensure that troubled teens get the help they need.
I wish you much peace of mind.