WIY, I use the same siddur and I agree with you that’s it’s incredible.
I cannot have kavonah at all if I don’t know the teitch.
Actually davening with feeling and emotion is a challenge for me. But since I’m a woman and therefore not mochiav to daven, I don’t push it and instead, I talk to Hashem constantly. I try to work on having kavonah when I say Shema and brochos.
Sometimes I get inspiration to daven and it’s amazing to daven like that, full of emotion and passion, but I don’t get this feeling often.
I know Hashem understands me, but what is bothering me is that I feel that I’m not giving over for my kids the importance of tefillah. They after all don’t see me when I’m speaking to Hashem throughout the day.