Sephardic.Chabadnick,
You are obviously going through a tough time, and we all feel for you. It’s hard not to care about someone that is going through so much pain because they want to do the right thing for Hashem.
I would respectfully suggest that all CR members have you in mind in their tefillos. We should tell our friends as well. The power of tefilla is strong.
Hashem understands everything, so there is no NEED; but it is preferable to mention the person by name when you pray for them. You may not wish to do this; but please consider posting your hebrew name and your mother’s hebrew name (obviously no last names are necessary) so we can mention it during davening.
Please do keep us posted, we all do care, and hope things get better for you!!
Hang in there!!!