Minyan gal, I’m not sure if this is the same feeling, but sometimes I feel like davening in a dark, quiet room. Maybe we women sometimes need a measure of solitude.
I know that the inner compulsion to daven with a tallis is not even on the radar for me. To me, a tallis is to be worn by someone with a commitment to daven in shul, with a minyan (yes, it’s worn by those who daven b’yechidus for whatever reason but still), and that’s not a direction I have any desire to go in.