I will let you in on a secret: those of us who are good at math — I have batchelors and masters degrees in applied math and a doctorate in biostatistics — have to work hard. Math requires concentration and attention to detail. The truth is, other disciplines do, too, but in math the consequemcies of inadequate prep are instantaneous and you can’t fake it if you didn’t do the work.
Life is about doing things that are difficult and require attention and concentration. You might get out of a math course, but you (hopefully) won’t escape a long and healthy life. Get yourself a tutor and prepare for hard work. The effort will produce reward. Good luck!